i can see a star in the sky, it has been months since i have seen one. i started to think they were all gone. i found a good spot to hold for the night, got a cliff at my back and the towns light at my front even though its faint its still there.
being in thst outpost brought back some memories, and walking by yourself for hours on end, memories is all you have. i remember having a family, my wife and my children. i remember their voices, when they laughed and cried. God i miss them.
i dont miss technology, i dont miss money. i miss family, friends and good times. i do like the simplicity of life now, but i have exchanged worrying about bills with worrying about wasters and where im gonna find me next meal. in a way im glad my family are not here, i couldnt handle seeing them starve or go thirsty. if a waster got a hold of them i dont know what i would do.
if i could go back in time i would hold on to them and never let go. we all go thru life and we get wrapped up in trivial activities and we lose focus on the only thing that matters. family and friends.
i havent shed a tear in 439 days.
i need to sleep.
safe travels
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